im at camp, loving life and hating hard work. i really wish i could be at home, spending the day to myself. i need like.... a week of alone time. i have been constantly surrounded by people since... the 16th of june. UHG. anywho.

BIRTHDAY IN THREE DAYS. i am almost 18. i am starting my corset and getting my tongue pierced on my birthday, as well as visiting my old friend CSpine ;D. im really really really excited.

im going to be out here and busy until the 30th of august. woooooooooooo!

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i wonder what it's like to be a stuffed animal, one of those you get at birth. you carry it around for years, snuggle it and hold it close. as you grow you start to move away from it, you leave it behind, leave it in a box. you completely forget it exists. but those years of love and comfort, where you really feel like you're needed, when all anybody wants is to hold you close and feel your warmth. wouldn't those times be worth the sad ending? i don't really know. i wish i was soft and cuddly. i wish somebody would love and hold me, to want only to pull me close and squeeze their fears out... i'll be you're teddy bear.